Wow. What a day. It was bad. The worst I've ever had.
Last night was so good. Violet slept like a champ. We were so thrilled to have gotten 4 hrs of sleep at one time.
Today...very, very bad. Non stop screaming from about 12-6pm. She was inconsolable. Nothing I did made a difference. I had about 10 nervous breakdowns. So much crying, on both our parts.
God, I need help. Somewhere inside of me I know I have to get through this. I just feel like I can't. I'm not cut out for it. I'm not strong enough.
Tomorrow I go to the doctor to talk about postpartum depression. I'm so ashamed.