I don't know what my deal is lately but I don't have a lot to say.

Part of it, I'm sure, is that I've been having a lot of stress lately. It is taking me forever to fall asleep at night. I lay there thinking, processing, making a mental to-do list for tomorrow. All the realities of life pressing down on me...marriage, kids, chores, work, finances, family, God.

Kind of causing me to have a mental block at the moment.

I want to write, to try to articulate this rough time I've been going through, but I can't seem to get started. The majority of days I feel good. A decent amount I feel bad. What else is there to say?

I'm trying hard to get through it.


Laura said...

I know what your going through! I only get 4 hours sleep if I am a lucky a day and it still takes me an hour or so to fall asleep after I think about everything. It does help to write things down. I am here if you need to vent.

Amy said...

Hi! You don't know me and I don't think I've ever commented before, but I read your post today and felt compelled to leave some scripture with you to help you through this difficult time you are having (trust me, I know where you're coming from....my life has been in a constant state of stress since last summer). The verses that helped me (and still help me) are Matthew 6:25-34. To summarize...God tells us not to worry about everyday life, reminding us that our worry cannot add a single moment to our lives. The Father knows all your needs, so you can release the stress you feel and turn it over to God who loves you!


Melissa said...

I don't have any advice for you, but I certainly know how you're feeling and can really empathize.

Anonymous said...

Good morning! This is God. I will be handling all your problems today. I will not need your help. So have a good day. I love you.

beth said...

When did we become adults and how can we make it stop?

You are not alone.

Danielle said...

i can totally relate to you. i just had a breakdown the other day. i don't know what it is...blech.